Julian Gabriel - Strange... Lyrics

I don't mind how my feelings are defined
I want what's mine and I hate being denied
It's so so strange, why I really want to shine
It's so so strange, why I really want to shine

More intellectual with time, more personal with these lines
To coo for these assholes so bitch, don't kill my vibe
Lost mind that wants to shine when covered in all of this grim
Who thinks they're a lost soul, put your hands up follow me to Heaven's we climb
Too old for childish questions, but never too old to be depressed
Lifestyle to always look rich, not really all that blessed
When it comes to time to dissect underneath the trauma to my flesh
Make my heart not worthless when the body covered its best

I don't mind how my feelings are defined
I want what's mine and I hate being denied
It's so so strange, why I really want to shine
It's so so strange, why I really want to shine

My soul is incomplete if, in the end, I don't achieve
I'm puzzled need some peace
I dance within this fire, drown my sorrows, I surrender
Who I love is what I wonder, close my eyes to all pretenders
Not so innocent don't tell my momma I do sin
I take these hands and then I grip, strangle demons in descent
See my kids and I'm convinced that I can be amazing, God
I say Shazam while battling and let the people press record

I don't mind how my feelings are defined
I want what's mine and I hate being denied
It's so so strange, why I really want to shine
It's so so strange, why I really want to shine