Julian Gabriel - Mind, Lyrics

I just hope I die to free my kind
If I knew there was an option, I would not even decline
All of the issues that I have, always funny to define
I will crash into this wall but, I bet you pay no mind

I bring this up for all unleash the madness I insist
My wig gets split it's nothing man, I bleed on purpose with the shits
Imperfections so convinced it's just the Truman show, not friends
And, since I harbor all of my feelings I will never let you in
I do sin if this world is all pretend
I can bust a nut and then, pay for pussy f*ck this rent
Oh my gosh, innocence is all I wish what do you all expect?
I'll take that ass beat if I lie like Jussie Smollett
Because I know that

I just hope I die to free my kind
If I knew there was an option, I would not even decline
All of the issues that I have, always funny to define
I will crash into this wall but, I bet you pay no mind

Should I sell my soul, it's not my goal to end this bitch
Not convinced that this ain't hell, all of my light is diminished
Cannot fight I just murder, give me bullets right now my man
I am ready player one but my character is loading
I don't know what I've been told, under influence, mind control
Feeling depressed never gets old, I'm so dull
Oh my gosh, Batman, I got it wrong, the Joker is around
Take this drink to knock me out when the voices are so loud
Because I know that

I just hope I die to free my kind
If I knew there was an option, I would not even decline
All of the issues that I have, always funny to define
I will crash into this wall but, I bet you pay no mind

All these minor differences I care less about that though
I care less about that though, I care less about that though
That I have but I reap what I sow
It's another life of sin I'm the one to mind control