Judgement - November Lyrics

Lie to my self
When I say it's okay
I feel held down
And I can't get away from the silent
Silent screams I can hear
Fall like leaves now
Now that winter is here
I pray you will change someday
You're so cold
Like the season
Yeah you led me astray
I need the strength to escape
Running from something
Chasing the sun just to see
If I can wake up
If this could all be a dream
My heart has been perished
By the one that I cherished
And that's the hardest thing to admit to myself
The bruises and embarrassment
They fail in comparison
To scars you can not see inside
And will to get help
But I won't
I won't stay quiet anymore
Running from something
Chasing the sun just to see
If I can wake up
If this could all be a dream
In this skin that you left me in
Running from something
Running from something
Even though it's said and done
There's the gaslight
And it's burning
Such a burden
Running from something
Chasing the sun just to see
If I can wake up
If this could all be a dream
In this skin that you left me in
Running from something
Running from something
But now it's clear to see
That person wasn't me
It's just who you the artist sketched and sculpted me to be
Your heartless masterpiece
The stress that you release
Dissect me piece by piece