A tab of acid refuses to kick in
And I'm sitting 'round and flipping out again
Cos I ain't got no serotonin left
To push away the intrusive thoughts and overthinking
Sinking into winter doubts again
I'm dreaming about getting out
I'm getting sick of faces around me disappearing
My brain's steering me down eerie back streets and factory districts
To trap me in abandoned lots
Where all the stimulation I need is in the form of lines shooting from a phone screen
Through a makeshift straw and up my nasal cavity
You wanna watch me fly, just wait and see
So take me for a ride someplace nice
That you think might remind me why
I don't go to work at nine or come home at five
And spend time trying to decide what to eat tonight
Open your eyes wide, stare into mine
Spit the words like fire: "it's too early to die, so be alive"
It's too early to die so be alive
Make me believe it
It's too early to die so be alive, be alive, be alive
Be alive