Only Son Video (MV)

Please don't wake me up
I'm where I'd rather be
All these questions that I got
Gone make you f*cking laugh at me
Always tryna reach you starting to wonder if it's bad for me
I would build a bridge between the stars to get you back to me
And now I'm actually
Riding with the cavalry
I don't want a 9 to 5 or meet ups with the faculty
If I said I'mma do it
I'mma do it, how it has to be
If it makes you happy you can have the better half of me
Where am I going?
Where am I from?
Lost in my mind
I can't be the only one
It doesn't change me
But even if it does
Gotta make you proud of me 'cause I'm your only son
Where am I going?
Where am I from?
Lost in my mind
I can't be the only one
Doesn't change me
But even if it does
Gotta make you proud of me 'cause I'm your only son
I'm in a fish tank filled with gasoline
'Cause I can't breathe
And I can't swim
And I can't leave
When I have these dreams I wish I didn't
But drowning is worth risking for a night where you can visit
I saw you one time we were outside playing catch
I told you what had happened
And I heard you answer back
I wanna see you can you pull up where I'm at?
Somewhere in my mind but I'm still filling out the map
I say I'm okay but it's killing me in fact
Take me where they need me and I'll always bring a laugh
I'm still dreaming but I'm always feeling trapped
Maybe we could make some time to call each other back?
Where do you wanna eat?
Where do you wanna go?
I wanna run through the beach
Take a drive in the snow
'Cause here I feel alive and you know
That I've been hurting without healing since the day you went home
Where am I going?
Where am I from?
Lost in my mind
I can't be the only one
It doesn't change me
But even if it does
Gotta make you proud of me 'cause I'm your only son
Where am I going?
Where am I from?
Lost in my mind
I can't be the only one
Doesn't change me
But even if it does
Gotta make you proud of me 'cause I'm your only son