All For It Video (MV)

Put it all on me all of my guilt burdens my sins
Momma told me what I am losing myself lost from within
Speaking on me you don't want pressure I don't give a f*ck about this
I breath life when I talk you don't want smoke what I bleed lives
You had to go to it every time
I see the fear when I sense in your mind
Out of it dawg when I see in your eyes
A talentless fraud a persona of mine
You don't know that I'm lost
I put all of my blood on the cross
I am the pain that's evolved
I was painted by god
Out of frame I had to make my way
Speaking on my character and on my name
What the f*ck try to say it to my face
I'm seeing you through my nights trauma that I'm having knowing that I can't escape
My first love that I lost mom put us all through it that's why I'm afraid
I'm afraid of love and committed to it every time that I try know I'm losing faith
And I blame myself cuz I won't fix it I am too stubborn I don't even aim
All the pressure that I'm overthinking people hating on me shit I'll burn in flames
Before I let another one a talentless bop balance me off of my fate
I see my ghosts coming for me I don't even care trippen off my versions
Know I suffer with it in silence even tho I deal with the urges
And you wonder why I've been scattered losing myself I'm a different person
I've been losing sleep I try to fight the waves understand the flames that I burn in
The irony of my testament
And all you get from my will is all of my words of pain shit that's heaven sent
Words of seon they try to reprimand
They don't even know me only ones close to me really know that I'm affectionate
You can judge off everything everything but my penmanship
I struggle with it I sacrificed
My sanity for the ones that cried
I saw the struggle that was all inside
Stuck up in the system when they should've tried
Broken families with money motivation for the kids stuck desperation I
Saw it all through it trauma I don't call up role models never had in my life
So I did it without any say it with my chest I know you can feel all my scars
If you open me and open up my wounds feel the blood from it bleeding from the stars
The night sky outsiders of my timeline time flies when we reach for ours
I speak from it not experience but delivering from a broken heart