JT - LOVE U (feat. ANG) Lyrics

I'm taking in the sun on college campus
Living life but every night it's something random
Always out with two, so everything we do is tandem
Question? fake chains and photoshoots it comes with rented phantoms
Passport is tattooed the same amount as my body is
One across my heart because I made it out my monument
Mountains stacked against me I know what I am embodying
Bodies on bodies asking about where the next party is
And I take trips for myself, my body, health
I don't move in silence, I'm vocal with it no stealth
Like my pants baggy, tied tight ain't no belt
Speak the truth but who asking 'bout what I felt
I turn my neglect into my love for myself
Dust catching' like a picture frame on my shelf
Photographic memories from the past, I'm old now
I'll be honest, I'm doin' shit I never knew how
I've done shows for two people and a sold out crowd
Either or, I give it everything and I'm still proud
And yeah, time is what you need in life, I really know it now
This conscious rap is everything
Yeah, I know it's my sound
And my style, my heart, my truth, my passion
Back in high school, I was called out for rapping
Now I go to school where everybody always clapping
Only been a month, now I got other people with me rapping
Then five weeks later, doin' shows at 208
Every track I do, I'm makin' sure I pull my weight
I'm rapping like I'm hungry, but I got food on my plate
Everybody marry the game, ain't even go out on a date
Don't ever sell yourself for some temporary gain
How many artists blow up and then we forget their name
So quick to catch a body, but forget to snatch a chain
Nothing's ever worth it when you tell them, rest in vain
Spill the blood on my sleeve of my favorite shirt
If I rap about my past, you still couldn't feel the hurt
It took a long time, but I found out what I am worth
Similar to you, we all end up in a hearse
It's falling out, worth it for something that doesn't matter much
Wash your hands clean, my mom told me to lather up
So many dirty people call you out like you're the batter up
Half the shit we do, do it even really matter bruh
Out of every track I have, this was easier to write
I wrote about myself, I wasn't writing it for spite
Tryin' to prove myself to people that don't care about my life
If some where given chances, they would stab me with a knife
I'll admit that I was wrong at times, I'm man enough to know that
These hard times make you strong, but I'm not man enough to go back
To all those shitty nights where I was left outside to rot
You would've thought that I was homeless, how I was clutching to that box
And now I clutch this microphone like my life depended on it
Like if I ever let it go, then my life would end on it
Ending on a high note or an all-time low
Who's to say, man, who even really knows
I'm in the courtyard of the college I'm convinced I shouldn't go to
I had to be believing in myself and now I know I'm supposed to
Go out and get a job, learn to live on my own
No matter where I go, I got the studio as home
I was a little skeptical, I remember
From the minute that we befriended
I know you like to get down
Pretending that we're somethin' we're not
But that ain't such a bad thing
Since we've been thinkin' the same thing
From the beginning, I know we were all good
When we were spinning, we couldn't think straight
That's why it's beautiful, love that ring
Why don't we go get another
Why don't we go take a trip
And pretend that there ain't no mothers or fathers around
To tell us"honey you got to get down"
Don't understand the things that are happening
Left, right, or surrounding
All the stars on my head are kind of being ignored
Like I don't know what a sound is
And I'm allowed in
A situation I didn't think I'd be found in
I look around and realize I'm past the housing
This might be a home
Sometimes I wonder if you treat me this way
Because you love me somewhere
Inside your heart, I love the way you start
A sentence, now I'm all there
I know it ain't all too fair
But keep goin' and goin' and goin' and goin
I love it when you stare
Don't get me wrong here and there, I'm still a little scared
You keep me up, but I know you know I know I care
I try to keep it up as much as I can
Sometimes I trip, I let a homie live and try it again
Frustration ain't born out of love
I like this cause I'm stuck and I'm handed a stick of butter
Cause it'll probably get me out of this problem
It's rotten, we should've let it go
Even when we said goodbye, it wasn't too rough
It wasn't that easy, but we did what we could 'cuz we were tough
Traveling through this new gravel was just
Something I had to do anyway
Didn't break a bone and get jumped
I said I could, I'm great
I love it when you stay
I love to see the smile on your face
Regardless of the mind, regardless of the place
Regardless of the body, regardless of the weight
I love it cause you're okay
Boy, you'll never catch me sayin' it like
Pony, boy, shit, don't even say nothin' to me
Boy, with that, with that whole, like, with that whole
Oh, oh, I think I love you, bullshit
Get the f*ck out of here, bro
What are you even sayin' to me, bro
You're a hard-ass motherf*cker
Now start actin' like it
Straighten you back, tell me what's up, man
I don't, I, I don't f*ckin' know