JStiiizy - How will i change? Lyrics

I want to be new
I'm still stuck without you
All of these feelings inside my brain
Just unlocked, no more pain
Is nostalgia just a drain?
Useful excuse to see better days
Guess it's better than actual change
Guess it's better than being called insane
Living in the past left me so fast
Now I refuse to see better days
Sorry that I wanna change
Sorry that I'm always lame
Said sorry so many times that I forget the meaning
Fancy dress and wedding ring
Oh my god, what a shame
Materialistic views and chasing that fame
Pent up aggression
Always obsessing
Fending for myself
Trying to grow by confessing
Learn me a lesson
I won't regret it
'Cause no one got it figured out And I will always relish
Still find myself angry five times a week
I'm always taken back in search for remedies
Not smoking crack, just trying to find an ease
Got something in my bag and my music on repeat
I want to be new
I'm still stuck without you
Take, take, take, take, take my time (Take!)
And I will thrive and
Take, take, take, take, take my time (Take!)
And I will thrive and
Take, take, take, take, take my time (Take!)
And I will thrive and
Take, take, take, take, take my time (Take!)
And I will thrive and
Looking for better almost every day
Opened my eyes while I was away
Some people take life for granted but life almost vanished so I cannot relate
Some people want a better fade
Some people try to avoid cascades
Some people wish they weren't born gay
Everybody got their feet a clay
I took three months away
Life was better, no dismay
I fell in love, got destroyed
It was all displayed
Understanding always so complex
Never figured out what happened next
Told my brain to get some rest
But next day it rolls, I hit reset
Understanding always so complex
One day they love you, next day a mess
Maybe they'll stay just for the sex
Putting your shoes on is always a stress
Understanding always so complex
Maybe figure out that more is less
Maybe figure out there is contest
Maybe figure out there is no best
I want to be new
I'm still stuck without you
I want to be new
I'm still stuck without you
Take, take, take, take, take my time (Take!)
And I dont really give a f*ck
You on your own, make your path, do yo wrongs, dance that dance, risk it all (Take!)
And I dont really give a f*ck
You on your own, make your path, do yo wrongs, dance that dance, risk it all (Take!)
And I dont really give a f*ck
You on your own, make your path, do yo wrongs, dance that dance, risk it all (Take!)
And I dont really give a f*ck