J-Steph - do it afraid Lyrics

Ford Focus loaded down
Gassed up and skippin' town
Watching the pines wave goodbye
(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye)
Brake lights and city sounds
Emotions spilling out
So much I don't recognize
I kinda wanna
Press pause on this
If I'm honest
I'm not sure that I
Really want this
Everything's uncertain
But I'm
Going and I'm going all in
Even when the engine's stalling
Ride or die with all of my mistakes
I don't wanna wait for one day
Tryna make it off the runway
Out of breath and scared to death but hey
I'm just gonna do it afraid
Two steps up to the door
One mattress on the floor
It's nothing much but it's mine
Sad songs with major chords
Paying dues I can't afford
Yeah, I'm just biding my time
Yeah, I'm just trying to survive
But still I'm
Going and I'm going all in
Even when the engine's stalling
Ride or die with all of my mistakes
I don't wanna wait for one day
Tryna make it off the runway
Out of breath and scared to death but hey
I'm just gonna do it
Even if I'm all alone
A couple hundred miles from home
I'm stronger than my own fear
I know I belong here
So I'm
Going and I'm going all in
Even when the engine's stalling
Ride or die with all of my mistakes
I don't wanna wait for one day
Tryna make it off the runway
Out of breath and scared to death but hey
I'm just gonna do it afraid
Do it afraid
Do it afraid
And I'll be okay