2 Faced Video (MV)

Make the pain go away go away
Hard to live my life full of pain full of pain
Cant hide my emotions I am about to go insane
I am in need of your healing powers Oh lord make it rain

I don't want to go out I just want to stay at home
I don't want to meet people I just want to be alone
I am tired of the small talk and the fake smiles
Acting all nice in front of my face but in the back judge my style
Its so hard to show the love you that you've shown to this broken place
Im a slave in the system. cant escape~ open up my case
Your greatest command is for us to Love can't seem to relate
Hard to have a balanced diet too much poison on my plate

People seem to want to abuse my kindness and sincerity
I am Full of scars being backstabbed like they love to see me bleed
Difficult to build relations obsessing with me times three
I'd rather live my life alone journeying through the open sea

Can I have a break? Im about to break
Everybody wants to take. I need another take
They don't want to be awake. I am at a wake
People say~ I'll be fine~ Only if I pay their fine

I don't have a lot of options to relieve my stress
I can't help it when she looks so good in designers dress
Like Joel Embid~ I am trying to trust in the pro~cess
I am weary being used by other powers game of Chess

No matter what I do, I feel like I'm never satisfied
Too many regrets, I need to move on, at least I have tried
To do whatever I can so I can have a better life
Never again will I listen to the fake kings and their lies

My lifes at stake, follow you, to the stake
I'm drowning bought a case, lifes offline, close my case
Whats my income whats my rate, lifes too fast above the rate
Need to slow down Need to wait. burdens, feeling heavy too much weight

I can't seem to breath, airways blocked, please open up my lungs
Magics real, Was feeling good until I heard their hateful Tongues
Stick and stones may break my bones, but hateful words sure stuck and Stung
I am hunted, mind is cut, I'm their trophy, I am hung

I am trying to be a light but I am weak I can't deny
Pride is in the way, can't seem to let it go, I'm hung to dry
Whatever I achieve, my heart and mind is never satisfied
I am tired, I am drained, don't want to think, my mind is fried

I do not know how to love, Hearts the problem. change my heart
Break me, mold me, shape me, change me ready for a brand new start
Tried to aim, missed my targets. Be the hand I'm the dart
Can't navigate myself, Your words the gps, be my chart

I am tired of the lies, need to rest, need to lie
I am tainted I am dyed. Your my hope, past have died
Born again, through your light, bear my weight I'm feeling lite
Was Stuck at a darkened site, take my eyes, be my sight

Teach me how to live I want to be a better me
When Im about to fall, help me up, please keep me free
I will not give up, I will stand my ground. I'll not Flee
I am not alone, I am loved, Holy trinity

Take my heart, take my mind, take my body, take my soul
You're the only one who fills the emptiness make me whole
Take my dreams take my goal. Heaven is my dream, my goal
I am nothing without you. Take the reign, take control