When I think about the future
I imagine havin' kids
But then I realize that I'm
Alone
And you can't have kids
If you don't have a wife
A person to dedicate your whole entire life to
I'm a-alone
But I don't want to stay the same
I remain in my lane 'cause I don't know how to connect romantically or physically
I'm afraid I may just let the girl that I'm with down
End up like all the men that I've seen in my life
Who are separated from the women that they married
The women who carried their child in their womb
Who they dipped on like, "poof"
Gone in a heartbeat
They left way too soon
Alone
But I wanna be a better man
Hold the hand of my love, never let go
Wanna be the one to hold her close and
And love her so unconditional so she knows she's whole
I'm not a man
I'm so fragile
Alone
It's a spark in my heart that pulls me close
Undoubtable attraction for the girls I chose
In the past, but I lack that so I'm alone
Love at first sight is just a joke
It's a one-side dream, never reciprocal
I realize that desire needs some action 'fore it's realized
But it seems so forced
I'm the type to believe in fate
But things just may not work that way
F*ck the day that I break a heart
Or mine is taken out my chest
By a bitch with an evil intent
I just don't know
If I can get the
Love that I seek
I'm afraid I might just die alone
I just don't know
If I can get the
Love that I seek
I might just die alone
But I believe I can love wholly
If the girl I'm lovin' believes in me
I'll worship her mind, worship her body
Fill her void, and she'll fill mine
We'll feel fine in each other's midst
Kissin' on each other's lips
This is bliss
We the Yang and Yin
We're balanced in
Heart and mind and soul, in love
Nothing will come between us
Loyalty, truth, and respect is
What we'll hold for each other, our
Expectations, I'll always meet 'em
We'll die together and then meet again in the afterlife
Never separate
Joined together at heaven's gates for eternity
This is the key to my heart
You got it locked
This is when lovin' starts
Now we'll never be, never be alone
Alone