Jqueue - Habits Lyrics

Sitting out on my front porch at four am
Wondering why i do this to myself
Sitting out on my front porch, once again
Staying outside for one more smoke
I was never a big fan of tobacco
Something took a hold of my mind
My mind again
It's always
Giving in, that's what i'm used to
I've always played the fool
Someday
I'll find a place that i could get used to
Until then i will wait for you
Treading water in the Depths of my room
I know you're out there
You're out there haunting me
Don't think i will
I will ever make me bleed again
In my nightmares, i battled you so many times
Tried to sever the tie with hopes to end the fight
You should've known better, however
I will never write my letter
I will never write my letter
I will never write my letter
Don't let go
It's always
Giving in, that's what i'm used to
I've always played the fool
Someday
I'll find a place that i could get used to
Until then i will wait for you
Treading water in the Depths of my room
Treading water in the Depths of my room
Treading water in the Depths of my room
Treading water in the Depths of my room