Jpaulished - Far From Normal Lyrics

This year been
Harder than I thought it could be
Slipped and fell a couple times
I had to readjust my footing
When I hit the f*ckin' mud
I ate that shit like chocolate pudding
How you f*cking failed at everything
And tell me what I shouldn't do with my life
Your mouth is where you should probably put your foot in
Shut the f*ck up and go right back
To your f*cking office building
All I do is f*cking write raps
And I'm bout to make a killing
Shooting that shit 'til it's empty
Then I put another clip in
That's for treating me like Pippen
In my Jordan year
I'm the rap extraordinaire
Looking at the hate
Like it's only fear
Put it all behind me like a pony-tail
Homies riding wit me 'til the pearly gates
Or f*cking burning with me in the flames of hell
Thank you mom you raised me well
Thank you dad you raise me too
Wish you didn't break up
And you made it trough
But that made me stronger
Turned my skin into some armor
Back when searching for Osama
Was the only thing you'd find on f*ckin' daily news
Riding in a Cherokee
Now I need some therapy
From the things that I just keep remembering
Jordan I remember you
Wish I could like bring you back
Cause I f*cking miss you bad
I just got some issue that
I know you could help me with
If you listening tell me this
Am I gonna make it big?
Is this gonna work?
Cause the fact that you not here right now
It really f*cking hurts
I done gave up on religion
And that makes it f*cking worse
Bro the impact you left on me
I can't even put in words
All the sleepovers on Fridays
Up until we heard the birds
I just wanna say thank you
Try to put it in a verse
Cause you changed my f*cking life
Hope I see you afterwards
Hope I see you after words
Know you watching down on me
Imma do this shit for you
And everybody that love me
Imma do this for you too
Ya'll was there supporting me
Back when I was shooting hoops
We was playing PS2
50 cent bulletproof
Know I got depression
But I'm pulling through
Doing everything they told me that I couldn't do
Smile with a crooked tooth
While they tryna take me down
F*ck you imma make it now
Once I do don't make a sound
Don't ask me for shit up out my bank account
This shit all for me
Feeling just like young Moses
Brodie this could part the sea
Living life like i'm odysseus up on this odyssey
All that hating don't mean shit us
Now f*ck you pardon me
Just move, get out the way I feel like Luda
Tryna blow
And make some f*cking noise like a tuba
Get some money then I un-band it
Like it's Cuba
But I got unlimited bandwidth
From how i'm moving
I go
Way up high without a diving board
And make you f*cking see me 'til your eyes are sore
Then high five the lord
And dive back into the ocean
Going overboard
And prove that I could hold the sword
I'm leaving like i'm Bulbasaur
But before I go
I'd like to tell you this
It is true that this life a bitch
But just because you broke
It don't mean that you can't make the switch
Make your motivation, proving greatness til they hating it
Everybody hating it
Trust me that's what they do
Cause they f*cking want it too
They really want to be you
So they try to rip you down
To where they f*cking be at
So keep on f*cking shining
Bright enough for them to see that
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Cause you far from normal
And I'm far from normal
Maybe we are normal