Jpaulished - Die Too Lyrics

I don't really think
That you know me
Quite like you do
If you only knew the shit
Going on inside of my room
It be looking like
If you looking right
Never mind you probably
Never wanna look inside
Cause you'd probably find
That you just wanna die too

I mean I never knew
That I was like this
I never thought
I'd get the confidence to actually write this
I say that i'm alright
Alone at night
My feelings fight it
I never had a girl
Cause I ain't met one feeling like this
I'm a lonely soldier
F*cking sad story
Coming from a broken home
Parents broke in half story
I was only 12
11 years after that story
Brings you to the present
I'm depressed my life is mad boring
But there's a good side too
I got a microphone
That I can tell you
My life through
Even when nobody there
I feel like I have you
Hopefully somebody care about this
Like I do

I don't really think
That you know me
Quite like you do
If you only knew the shit
Going on inside of my room
It be looking like
If you looking right
Never mind you probably
Never wanna look inside
Cause you'd probably find
That you just wanna die too

I'm in constant battle with myself
Look into the mirror
Say I love you
Say I hate myself
No I'd never hang myself
But I done thought about it
Just a few times
Thinking if it save me
Like a coupon
But I know it'd do wrong
To all my f*cking family
So i move on
Turn the page a new day
Wake up its a new life
Fight another crusade
Sleep away a few nights
I know you got some true pain
If only you just knew mine

I don't really think
That you know me
Quite like you do
If you only knew the shit
Going on inside of my room
It be looking like
If you looking right
Never mind you probably
Never wanna look inside
Cause you'd probably find
That you just wanna die too