I can't believe this shit is what it's like now
Every conversation turn into a fight now
Slowly hearts are breaking
From the inside out
Wish I had a time machine
I could rewind now
And just go back
When I was stress free
And now I'm like
You wanna talk?
And she like "let's eat"
Baby what's been on your mind?
It's been a long week
You don't care about me
Go and write your songs P
Girl c'mon
You know this shit is my career
I look right back
And in her eye a tear
We haven't hit the ground yet
But we just flying near
I think it's time to end this shit
Cause we just dying here
I think it's coming to an end
I typed the message in my phone
But haven't hit send
I know it's all for the better
But it's so hard
Cause you was like my best friend
It's been a year since that shit
I've had some new girls
But none of 'em lasted
I think love for me
Is dead and gone in a casket
Only shared that shit with you
But then you overreacted
It's wasn't either you or the music
Until you told me
Either love me or lose me
I mean this shit is my life
You didn't hit me back
Funny cause that shit bruised me
How ironic is that?
I left you last year
You left me months before that
I mean I kept that shit twenty
Times three and four halves
You always tried to school me
But you ain't do the math
Aw f*ck it girl
I'm always lonely
Where is you at?
I need you to
Pick up the phone
Haven't spoke since it ended
And we ended it wrong
Now the days go by
And I spend 'em alone
On my me against the world shit
Me on my own
I'm realizing now that
Maybe I did f*ck up
I'm making the best music of my life
But
They all sad love songs
They all about you
And the times we had together
I feel like
Now that I got my shit figured out
That maybe we could make it work again
Call me back