Jpaulished - Anxiety Lyrics

I look the devil in the face in the morning
Every day when I brush my teeth
I'm like, bitch you want it?
Inner demons always haunting me, taunting me
I googled this shit and they say it's called anxiety
I might just die any minute
Hope and praying that the sky is the limit
Cause I'll find my wings
Start flying buck wild like a pigeon
With the message, through the presence of a vision
Isn't it funny?
How we just keep on working for the money
Through the days
While the days working us for nothing
Something's gotta change
Caught up in this vicious cycle
Spinning like the ball, on a dunk from Michael
Straight ten from the judges
Outside I'm looking great
On the inside, I'm holding grudges
Wait
Think I need to change places
Feeling jaded, real impatient
Mom, I gotta make it
Ooh
It's been too long
Sleeping on the futon
Trying to put the crew on
And get my mom a crib
I dropped out of school
Even though I had a scholarship
Was getting caught up in the mix of the fake life
Everybody going there wants to live the great life
Not knowing there's a steak-knife
Creeping on them day/night
It's called that f*cking student debt
Thinking that if you invest
All your daddy's money in it, you'll be set
Blind eyeing every threat
But that's not really how it goes
I mean it could
If that's the case, you'll love the f*cking life you chose
And if it don't, you'll be drowning in the water slow
Waiting for the boat that's never coming
Reaching for the rope
I'm feeling sorry for ya'll, really am
And if you hating, I don't give a damn
Don't ever judge the man
That keeps working
Through the adversity
That is me, trying to be the better person
But ya'll beating me down, with your drumsticks
What if I make it?
Wouldn't that be some shit?
After all your f*cking wack ass assumptions
You the type of bitches that be fourth down punting
But not me, I'mma take the shot
Trap me in I'mma break the box
You'll never shake the plot
I gotta dream and I'm headed for it
I'm on the run like the end of Forest
Go Forest
I need the bread enormous
So much I'mma need storage
I want peace
But I'll go to war with anybody