Joytastic Sarah - The Truth Untold Lyrics

I am hollow and empty
All alone in a garden
Thorns all around me mmm
But there you are speaking to me with ease

"Would you tell me your name please"
Are you lost or hurting
Oh could you tell me? ooh
"Why are you here crying so helplessly"

And I know that you are sincere with every single word
The kindest words I've ever heard
I want to hold you tight

But it's my fate
Don't smile at me
Lie to me
Please let me be, cause I don't wanna fall in love
There's no name for me to give you

You know that I can't
Show you me
Give you me
I can't let you see the person that I truly am
I'll put on my mask and greet you kindly
But I still want you

In this garden where I hide
A flower has bloomed here
It looks just like you ooh
Maybe this mask could disappear

But I know I'd never have the guts to do that so
Here I will hide all alone
My true self can't be shown

All of it's fake
What i've portrayed
I'm so afraid
In case you decide to leave me in the end
I'll put on a mask and greet you kindly

All I can do
In this garden
In this world
Is to bloom a flower that resembles you
And to keep pretending that it's all true
But I still want you
Oh oh
I still want you
Oh oh

But maybe if i
If I had
If I did
If I stood before you revealing all my wrongs
Maybe you would still be here in my arms

And now I'm in tears, alone again, abandoned
A garden full of thorns, with nothing left at all
My mask it will disappear for good now
And I still want you
But I still want you
But I still want you
And I still want you