Joyride - Suicidal Tendencies Lyrics

I've tried
I've tried a million times
And I failed
And I failed on every try
Do you ever feel
This void inside your head
And all these thoughts they crawl up
And you cry alone in bed
They say that monsters don't live
Under our bed
They live inside our head
But why do I always feel them at night
I've tried
I've tried a million times
And I failed
And I failed on every try
And I run against this wall
Over and over again
I'm so freaking blind
So don't cry
If I turn off the lights tonight
When the day passes
All you see is black
And these f*cking voices
They don't get outside your head
They say that monsters don't live
Under our bed
They live inside our head
But why do I always feel them at night
You know I've tried
I've tried a million times
And I failed
And I failed on every try
And I run against this wall
Over and over again
I'm so freaking blind
So don't cry
If I turn off the lights tonight
I wanna die
This world is so f*cking cold
I've tried
And I can't take this anymore
You know I've tried
I've tried a million times
And I failed
And I failed on every try
And I run against this wall
Over and over again
I'm so freaking blind
So don't cry
If I turn off the lights tonight
I run to the light
I run thought the pain
I've learned my lesson
I saw my faith