It's Not a Popularity Contest (Yes It Is) Video (MV)

I'd like to stay and talk but I've got to run
I'm a steadfast, sly ass, deadass twist of the tongue
Well I'm down in Hell even when I'm up on a kite
All these voices in my head but I got no words to write
Am I going mental or do I just need more sun?
Am I losing it for good or do I just need some fun?
Is it all the bleach in my hair getting to my head?
Well if I find God again maybe he'll tell me his secrets

My intuition is bleeding
And my loaded ego keeps on swinging
There's got to be a way to keep going now

I'm at the edge of my seat for close to no reason at all
Just to see how long it'll take for me to fall
And you've been writing on a dagger for near all your life
Take a pill in the morning and a line for the night
Well I'll lay in the grass and stare straight at the sun
And once I've gone blind, that's when I'll know I've won
And I'll be so happy I'll have to try not to cry
All my friends are losers but it's cool 'cause so am I

My intuition is bleeding
And my loaded ego keeps on swinging
There's got to be a way to keep going now