Jott - Terrified Lyrics

I'm terrified save me from myself

Mistake after mistake
Don't even learn the hard way
Growth isn't apart of me
Living in the past is the modern age
Whole life in a jam marmalade
I'm under attack momma pass the first aid
Cause after this first take
Ima go wallow in my self hate
Till the sun hit my face
And I realize my where the f*cken pain
has guided my bare brain
Take a hike down the 405 Carpool lane
I see as the cars go right through me
Cause to you I don't even exist
Just some kid blending In
With the rest of the abyss
F*ck this shit

I'm terrified save me from myself
I'm terrified save me from myself

Drugs that I take
Numb my body but not my brain
Old hobbies no longer interest me
Goals and dreams
I'm alien to both these things
Listening to the bell chimes
Not a single hour goes by that you don't cross my mind
Whole ass genocide of thoughts
When I meet your eyes
I wanna know your pain
I want you to know mine
It's my bait but you don't bite
Everything's nice
Everything's nice
Everything's nice
Everything's nice
Everything's nice
Everything's nice
Everything's nice
Everything's nice
Everything's nice
Then you leave

I'm terrified save me from myself
I'm terrified save me from myself

Staring off in the distance
This shit ain't getting any easier
Shit ain't getting any closer
Every time I take a step forward
I take two steps backward
Man this shit hurts
To see your mother struggling
Yo little brothers stomach rumbling
While you shovel shit onto your life
I hate myself at times
Sike
Try all the time
I'm bleeding onto this mic
Can you hear these hidden clues
Hear them in these distant blues
(Can you hear them)
Help me
(Can you hear them)
The fact that my mind goes splat on any downtime
Or should rewind
(back back)
At the start so u can figure out that I'm

I'm terrified save me from myself
I'm terrified save me from myself
I'm terrified save me from myself
I'm terrified save me from myself