Josiah Levi - Retrospect Lyrics

This song, is a sorry and a thank you
To everyone
I'm sorry
Not just to you to me
I'm sorry to the close ones and family
The pain the struggle I've caused you've seen
Thank you
For the time we had
It sucks this cant work out it makes me sad
Everything I tried to do was just to make you glad
I don't deserve this life I have
So far I've wasted it, that's too bad
Thank you for my friends they got my back
Cause honestly I don't know where I'm at
I don't deserve this life I have
So far I've wasted it, that's too bad
Thank you for my friends they got my back
Cause honestly I don't know where I'm at
The sin the pain the hurt I've caused
To hide the chain of worth I've lost
To please you all the line I crossed
Without realizing the price it cost
Its like a boomerang the pain is coming back
Threw it all out there now it's gon attack
It's all slamming 'gainst me I'm gonna crack
My mind is going crazy feel like a maniac
Wish I didn't always forgive, not all the time
Because every time I did, I got denied
I wish I didnt always quit, I was terrified
I really should've just commit, to say I tried
I don't deserve this life I have
So far I've wasted it, that's too bad
Thank you for my friends they got my back
Cause honestly I don't know where I'm at
I don't deserve this life I have
So far I've wasted it, that's too bad
Thank you for my friends they got my back
Cause honestly I don't know where I'm at
One day everything will be okay
One day everything will be alright
That's what I tell myself everyday
To help myself sleep through the night
One day everything will be okay
One day everything will be alright
That's what I tell myself everyday
To help myself sleep through the night
I don't deserve this life I have
So far I've wasted it, that's too bad
Thank you for my friends they got my back
Cause honestly I don't know where I'm at
I don't deserve this life I have
So far I've wasted it, that's too bad
Thank you for my friends they got my back
Cause honestly I don't know where I'm at