Joshua Bryant - Whispers Lyrics

Never joined poetry club
Cause I never really liked poems
But strangely enough
I like to ponder words and write em
Then I stop and make a beat
That I can really vibe on
Then I vibe out in the car
Driving with my check engine light on
On the way to work
Even though this job really sucks to me
That's prolly why my asshole boss
Low key don't even f*ck with me
That's why I need to take off
Selling records to the public
But my greatest fear is posting
Something but nobody loves it
I have a lot of flaws that I'm not
Ashamed to admit
I get jealous over girls that don't even
Know I exist
I pay for people's things
Expecting a friendship to stay
But end up passing by a person
Too scared to even say hey
I act like I don't care about things
That happen to me
When in fact I stress about those things
Continuously
I wanna have some fun
But I feel like I should wait
Why I still got feelings
For a girl I didn't even date

I do weird shit like
Write my dreams down after I have them
Just in case I might've seen the future
If I even have one
I'd like to think I'm smooth
But lately that's an overstatement
I gave a girl a compliment
And she ain't even take it
I fantasize my life as a musician
With the fame
Always been afraid of what my music
Would make people say
But through all of that I realized
That my image ain't gon' change
I'm still the same goofy nerd
I was that loves to play some games
Sometimes I think about
If I'm going the right direction
If my current friendships
Should really be put into question
I always try to find the reason
For many regrets
And I believe at the end of every one of em there's a lesson
Rid of the
Dispositions that still linger in my heart
Music is my therapy
It keeps me from falling apart
These are all the problems
Of a man who's working on himself
I'm an independent guy
And right now I don't need your help