Joshua Allen - Shadow Working Lyrics

I won't admit it but I hear the voices of all of the ones
That I silenced inside and choked till they died
So they wouldn't give me away
Not my secret, holding on tight like I mean it
On the job training to lie till they leave me alone
Or believe in the person I'm trying to sell
What kind of man can I be
Holding onto parlor tricks that don't serve me
I'm shadow working on me
Cause I'm desperate to be
Made of glass, let them see inside
Oh, once all of the shadows in all of the closets
Are finally free in the light
In the light
F*ck, it's so hard to change my habits and all of my instincts
To hide all the pieces that they disagree with
And bury them with the rest
The rest of my baggage, only let show what's attractive
Keep up the image
Don't let them know that you're struggling to cope
That's some shit that you carry alone
What kind of man can I be
Holding onto parlor tricks that don't serve me
I'm shadow working on me
Cause I'm desperate to be
Made of glass, let them see inside
Oh, once all of the shadows in all of the closets
Are finally free in the light
In the light
In the light
I am safe, I am loved
I ignore every voice that says I'm not enough
I deserve all good things
I am so much more than I thought I could be
I am safe, I am loved
I ignore every voice that says I'm not enough
I deserve all good things
I am so much more than I thought I could be
I am safe, I am loved
I ignore every voice that says I'm not enough
I deserve all good things
I am so much more than I thought I could be
So I'll show you the man I can be
I'll let go of the things that don't serve me
I'm shadow working on me
Like it's my new degree
And I'll graduate into my life
Oh when all of the shadows in all of the closets
Are finally free in the light
Oh when all of the shadows in all of the closets
Are finally free
In the light