Bittersweet (feat. Mila Bridge) Video (MV)

No, they ain't know nothing 'bout us
No, they ain't know nothing 'bout this
If I could find some peace, I'd be happy
Been so long I just learned to live without it
I was looking for my inner peace
Tried to make the best out it, but it's still bittersweet
You ain't know how much it means to me
Cause it all made me a better me

Only got one life, I been tryna find some time
Take it day by day, I been tryna say I'm fine
Can't go back to the days, can't go back to those times
That's the only way, Ima be alright
Yeah, think that shit gave me a lift
I been spending money like I'm rich
Look in my bank account I spent all that
Acting like that shit ain't gon' blow back
Yeah, man I think I need a Lyft
I been spending money like I'm rich
Look in my bank account I spent all that
Acting like that shit ain't gon' fold back

Who am I to doubt you'll stay by my side
It's not about you, we'll be alright
Tryna find you in my life
If they talk down, it's okay
I was tryna find myself, so I needed my space
And no matter where I live I feel like I can't stay
I was living my whole life thinking I can't wait
I was waiting for my time, I been feeling a way
They tryna tell me how to act, act like it's okay
If I was being honest, tryna think 'bout today
And more on tomorrow, less on yesterday
It's like they're looking for problems
Then they want me to guide 'em
Act like I got the answers when I know nobody get 'em
I suffered for the bittersweet, instead of better me
That's what they telling me, until infinity
Ain't tryna get that deep, but it's all been in me, yeah
Thinking when I faced defeat, yeah
Think I got this drive inside my genes, yeah
Take it back one time, I know I get upset sometimes
But then I realized that's okay
Then I realized that's just life
And you

Only got one life, I been tryna find some time
Take it day by day, I been tryna say I'm fine
Can't go back to the days, can't go back to those times
That's the only way, Ima be alright

All the paths I failed to follow
On my baby hard to think 'bout tomorrow
I can't promise Ima be here tomorrow
I thought about ending it all when it was too hard to follow
I'm working on giving back, even if I don't get it back
I used to think that I would grow up and live fast
That's not how I'm acting like
Don't know where I would've been at
When I thought about ending my life knew there were things you can't give back

Take it back one time
You know that you can't buy back time
So I ain't going back no way
Not with what I've been through now
I just want a clear view yeah
I ain't coming back today
Thought 'bout going back sometime
Not 'til I love myself so I'll wait
Take it back one time
I've been tryna find some time
Only got one life
This is where I draw the line
Yeah, yeah, yeah