Sometiiiiiimes
I feel like I'm crying
But either my tears gone dry
Or I'm numb inside
Sometiiiiiiimes
I feel like I'm crying
Either my tears gone dry
Or I'm numb inside
Trying to smile
I feel like ignoring my feelings
Instead of dealing with the real ones so I'm stealing my own growing chilling
Smoking potent instead building from those groaning zones
That been hoping to open and get out to start healing
Wielding this baggage of sad shit as a badge of a savage
That's had his battles but that just more losses as it's filling
Up more tragic attachments instead of facing my past it's like
If I keep lighting these bags up I won't have wail When all my Ls catch up
My tears ain't dried I just keep holding back the facts that
My life's been mostly a lie of desires and trying to provide for myself
Not what I know is right still I just ignite that fire
Like I'm denying how I'm residing in hell while I inhale
One day my invalid feelings are gonna fail and I'll
Be raining tears so cold snow flakes on my cheeks
Even hail
Sometiiiiiimes
I feel like I'm crying
But either my tears gone dry
Or I'm numb inside
Sometiiiiiiimes
I feel like I'm crying
Either my tears gone dry
Or I'm numb inside
Trying to smile