Josh D. - Earth Lyrics

Good people dying off
I'm wrapped in thighs that I don't love
Don't believe in heaven or hell
The f*cks, I got nun
Time to puff on gas
My homies wake me
Said smoke sum
So confused, can't tell if I want nun
Can't tell if I want something
I think I want happiness
But what happens is, as soon as I get it, life reaches out and takes that shit back
Everyday feels as if I'm on the verge of goin mad
Anytime I get to relax, can't help but think life's a drag
I ain't talking bout no gay shit
I just wanna get bi
Every time I check this phone, I'm tryna stop suicide
Every time I'm in the mirror, I'm like f*ck
Who am I
Every time shorty see me, she like damn you that guy
Every time my niggas see me, they say nigga you that nigga
But every time I'm in that mirror I can't help, but feel little
Cuz life ain't shit, cept an unsolved riddle
And the more you think about it, the more it hurts as it kills ya, Uh

Is this a time to be alive
If so then why
What I'm supposed to realize

R.I.P them good niggas
Misunderstood niggas
I'm chilling with misunderstood children
F*ckin off the bullishit
We screamin f*ck the whole world feel me
Get me
Choking out our lungs
Tearing down our kidneys
Like God damn I feel better
If I gotta go, let this be the thang that kill me
Drown my pain out with them speakers
Going stupid dumb
Bitch Peter
Swishas at the park
Yo somebody bring a lighter
Rest my head to the sky, day dreaming
Imagining better days
Better life, better ways
Imagining I knew where to go
I take glance over I see the smiles on they face
So much on our plates, but this must be how better taste
Ain't that great
And I need more than that
Even if it's just me
End up on my lonely
So ima hold on even when I can't
Ima hold on even when I can't