It's the last one I swear... imma put this one as the outro
Give y'all sum' to step to on the way out
Yeah, hah
Okay, yeah
It's ya boi Joseph on the track
Sometimes I wish that I could go to sleep and wake up in heaven
Not saying I wanna die but I get tired of stressin'
Played my part when I was told and I still got an ejection
Maybe if I keep on living I'll receive all my blessings
Sometimes I wish that I could go to sleep and wake up in heaven
Not saying I wanna die but I get tired of stressin'
Played my part when I was told and I still got an ejection
Maybe if I keep on living I'll receive all my blessings
I gotta problem with loving
I gotta problem with trust
I gotta problem with thinking that people love me so much
I think my luck is just bad
I put that pain on a pad
I slip away in my bag
And from this world I detach
It's so hard to sit back
And tell myself to relax
Cause in my head I get mad
When I begin to recap
Every tear that I've shed
All the pain that I've felt
All the scratching my head
Thinking where is my help
Did I do something wrong
Is my mindset just different
Why you say that you care
But then you go off missing
I just need someone to
Stick around through the tension
I only write these songs
Cause I hope someone listen
Lately I been looking for my purpose for living
Every night I lay my head I see mysterious visions
I think it's God just telling me to be myself and
Stay driven
I know that if if I listen to him my whole world would be different
But sometimes I wish I could
Go to sleep and wake up in heaven
Not saying I wanna die but I get tired of stressin'
Played my part when I was told and I still got an ejection
Maybe if I keep on living I'll receive all my blessings
Sometimes I wish that I could go to sleep and wake up in heaven
Not saying I wanna die but I get tired of stressin'
Played my part when I was told and I still got an ejection
Maybe if I keep on living I'll receive all my blessings
Pass the pastor a cup of water to preach me a eulogy
Talk about who I was
And everything that I used to be
Choir shouting and sangin
The organ shaking the place and the drummer going so hard he banging
The service is so amazing
I'm watching and gazing
Floating above all the congregation
My family is crying
But they'd be happy to know I made it
They dressed me in black and white
Now I'm covered with white and gold
Got Karats between my toes
No worries of getting old
Enduring a world that's cold
Thinking I'm all alone
Feeling I don't belong like inside me there's something wrong
In Heaven I'm now enrolled
Spread my wings through my robe
Dap up my family and show 'em all how to hit the whoa
Top of the totem pole speakers turned to the maximal
We dancing on top of clouds bruh this party is magical
We rock and we roll
Grooving through Heaven's doe's
Yeah we rock and we roll
Now I'm finally home
Sometimes I wish I could go to sleep and wake up in heaven
Not saying I wanna die but I get tired of stressin'
Played my part when I was told and I still got an ejection
Maybe if I keep on living I'll receive all my blessings
Sometimes I wish I could go to sleep and wake up in heaven
Not saying I wanna die but I get tired of stressin'
Played my part when I was told and I still got an ejection
Maybe if I keep on living I'll receive all my blessings