I've Got a Gut Wrenching Thirst for Horror Video (MV)

I've got a gut wrenching thirst
I've got a gut wrenching thirst
For what's inside my head
I feel alone like everyone that I have ever known
Is in the back of my head
And I know that they have become the
Only thing that I ever loved
Because I am insignificant to myself
And I feel all alone
Trapped in a shell that i can not stand anymore
I feel the same way every single god damn day
And I can't stand it anymore
Because I feel like I'm on repeat every day
I feel like i'm living a nightmare
That's why I do these things every day
To make myself feel okay
But no one understands me anyways
And they want to say
Anything that crosses their mind anyway

I've got a gut wrenching thirst
For what's inside my head
I've got a gut wrenching thirst for horror
Take it back what you said is a joke don't tell me that
Everything that i dream is real
My visions have come to life
Now that you believe all the visions inside my head
Contradict the fact that i'm dead
Now you finally see the truth
That I am a ghost that walks the world alone
It feels like a thousand years but just an hour has passed
I just wan't to give up so f*ck the dreams that i've sought
The life that we lived was not worth the wars that we fought
And I can't stand it anymore
Because I feel like I'm on repeat every day
I feel like i'm living a nightmare
That's why I do these things every day
To make myself feel okay
But no one understands me anyways
And they want to say
Anything that crosses their mind anyway