Steady now
I been fading out
Don't wanna hit another round
But I just can't feel it
Took too many
Guess I'll float around
Damaging my mental health
I lost all my feelings
I don't know when I'll come around
But I know I'll be on my own
These pills are getting harder to choke down
But they make me feel less alone
Three white stripes when I lace up
I Can't call back I'm too f*cked up
She don't really care
I'm aware, this is fake love
You fake love, take one, break up
Save your breath
Its a long night
I'm dragging myself down
I Pop a Xanny so I sleep tight
Cause When I'm tired as f*ck
I'm so numb
I'm out of luck yeah, I'm outta luck yeah
I know that it's so hard to fake it
Broke ass bitch, I swear I'm not jaded
I just want it reciprocated, yeah yeah
Cause I got
Three white stripes when I lace up
I Can't call back I'm too f*cked up
She don't really care
I'm aware, this is fake love
You fake love, take one
And tell me you hate me, alright
Reading between every line
I'd give a f*ck that you're mine
Take it im done, oh I'm fine
I'm steady now
Well I don't wanna fade out
Oh no no no
I turn around
I'm loading up a clip now
Not too far gone
At the edge
I'm hoping I don't Break down,
Or Black out, im blacked out
I turn around
I'm loading up a clip now