Jon.O Burgos - Selfish (feat. Khalif Rogers) Lyrics

Who can I trust
And how can I love
When everything that I've touched has seemed to turn to dust
It's ashes to ashes
Burnt feelings in my cup yet
The only time that I feel'em is when I'm drinkin up shit...
Just leave me alone
I'm fine by myself
I'm going through something now that nobody can help
You think you being around ya n*ggas is how you find yourself?
Ya'll touching paper but there's still some shit y'all never felt
Tryna fill these voids
Wit shit that doesn't burn
And I hope that when I die
I can at least take what I learned
And I hope they bury me with Hennessy beside my urn
And I hope in my next life I put in work for what i deserve
Bcuz quitting is for the weak
I'm not afraid of defeat
I'm more afraid of not trying or tears on my mama's cheek
When all you got is your pride they label it as conceit
So I put pain in my songs and pray they play and repeat tato

I ain't gonna lie to you
I'm a little bit tired of being lonely
But I'm also getting tired of being lied to
So I guess it's bout time
I be selfish I I I

I ain't gonna lie to you
I'm a little bit tired of being lonely
But I'm also getting tired of being lied to
So I guess it's bout time
I be selfish I I I

Yea I like you but right now I love me more
Bcuz loving people isn't a game but it's a seesaw
We don't talk as much as we did before
Bcuz me Staying quiet right now is how I see more
Yea I'm a d*ckhead
I can admit that
Come show me your true colors and see what you get back
Yea I was broke and blind I had to fix that
But now whenever they try to hurt me I give a "Kiss laugh"
Like hell no not I said the cat
No I won't let my insecurities hold me back
Like my cellphone screen nigga I was cracked
But I only focus on my feelings whenever I rap
So I
Put on until my dreams take off
Coming from the borough where your dreams get lost
Love is like a drug and that's a thing that cost
But i rather put my two cents between these bars
Jon. O

I ain't gonna lie to you
I'm a little bit tired of being lonely
But I'm also getting tired of being lied to
So I guess it's bout time
I be selfish I I I

I ain't gonna lie to you
I'm a little bit tired of being lonely
But I'm also getting tired of being lied to
So I guess it's bout time
I be selfish I I I