Jonathan Deathrich - Lucia's Song Lyrics

I went out last night
Absorbed in my phone
I spilled my drink on the ground
I tried my best to have
A good time forgetting
That you're missing now
The thought eluded me
But left an impression
Like some long lost thing

I'm sitting at the bar
I'm drinking and laughing
I'm hanging at the show
But don't have you near me
I wonder how you are
How you must be feeling
I'm not upset with you
I think that we both knew
How this would turn out

So, is it possible
To be friends eventually?
I'm staying far away
From places you might be
I love the way you are
I love you completely
But it's impossible
To stay together
When we both want out