Super cynical, super mystical It's to the point my family's intervening
Like we're missing you Been defiant with my timing minus stupid
Rituals until the memories faded I started seeking living proof, so now I'm
Taking pictures more Snapping all the Polaroids
Couldn't tell you what I owe the family, what I owe the boys
Never been a wildcat, but trust me dog, I know the Troys
And now I understand they're only wild cause they don't own a choice
There's no space for ego and understanding Inside me I see good and evil equally standing
It's all about the balance, deleting one is a scam
And if there's one goal in my mind, it's completion of who I am
Check it, I'm the guy with sisters who dreams about a mistress
I'm the guy with black brothers looking down on niggas
I'm 23 and immature but got a world of wisdom The one who wants a purpose but enjoys it
While it's missing So pray for niggas you say I'm in competition
With I can't take them serious simply because I'm
Gimmickless They ain't on my level, I'm Bradley Cooper
I'm limitless These songs are images, painted by my penmanship
I won't lie, I've been living, and it's been thrilling
Since I had a real vision, it's vivid, it's been a minute
I used to wonder 15 perspective got me chilling Some of us are entertainers and some of us
Are musicians No stress, I put the game on my back
I put my name on the map, f*ck what they're saying
I'll keep on spraying, I play with the graph Firm grip, I've tried to let it go but I'm
Way too attached I guess I was made just to rap
And it don't stop, I'm a listener, I'm a sinner Starving for attention, eating all of these
Rappers for dinner Give or take, I take from takers, protect
All the givers Cause I give my all and all it takes is never
To give up It's a cremation in a shower, let this boiling
Water burn my body Thinking like, had my biggest dream, turned
Into a hobby F*ck that, I want the penthouses but I'm stuck
In lobbies Till when you gotta lose they said, and I swear
They lost me I ain't taking L's, trust me I don't take
Them well This shit ain't a joke but they move funny
So I'm Dave Chappelle Circus freak, perform with fire, bring the
Stage to hell Give you all a show and tell you niggas to
O hate and tell Having a laugh's the only time I'm in stitches
I'm minding my business, I never need the likes of attention
It gets dark when you're the one that neutralizes the tension
Cause bringing peace means warring with the likes that reject it
See I promise I ain't judging, trust me But I'm aware that when I was troubled I really
Believed that no one loved me I was cold, my compassion dusty
Wiped it off, my heart is gold That's the way it must be, it's lovely