Jon the Journalist - Fear Lyrics

I say I don't fear nothing, but I fear a lot of shit
Will I ever make it in this music business
Will the world play nice so I'll see my daughter's kids
Will I ever truly understand what happy is
I say I don't fear nothing, but I fear a lot of shit
Will my wife leave me after one of my fits
Is my life guaranteed after all of those cigs
Will I ever truly understand what happy is
When I was a kid, I was afraid of the dark
Never really knowing where the monsters are
I would walk down the halls and my heart would stop
Because I'd hear a f*cking noise and my jaw would drop
You know that feeling when you can't take step, hold your breath
Stay still like your opponents a T Rex
Well that pain in your chest is the same I digest
But, you got to overcome it or deal with pain I guess
Now I fear the monsters that you see in plain sight
Some call them friends, snakes in disguise
Circle got smaller, not the frame of my mind
So I'm crossing off names to gain some light
Now I fear being alone
Me and my home, a recluse, got no reason to roam
Just the monsters in my head now keeping me going
And I don't know if I can keep on being this lonely
I say I don't fear nothing, but I fear a lot of shit
Will I ever make it in this music business
Will the world play nice so I'll see my daughter's kids
Will I ever truly understand what happy is
I say I don't fear nothing, but I fear a lot of shit
Will my wife leave me after one of my fits
Is my life guaranteed after all of those cigs
Will I ever truly understand what happy is
Now that I'm grown, I fear the unknown
These self prescribed meds have taking its toll
I wake up everyday glad I woke up at all
The demons at the bottom, broke my fall
It's time to make a change for a girl named Sage
And take this book of life and write a new page
And Start a new chapter give fear a new name
And Stop the protagonist from going insane
Is it too late
Has he crawled up in a space
Where he won't be seen in days
Scared look up on his face
Any motivation that he ever had was erased
Because his life was a race and he couldn't keep pace
Was ashamed and he only had himself to blame
When he hit forks in the road he chose the safest way
He avoided all the pressures that could have made him great
And never learned a lesson from all of his mistakes
I say I don't fear nothing, but I fear a lot of shit
Will I ever make it in this music business
Will the world play nice so I'll see my daughter's kids
Will I ever truly understand what happy is
I say I don't fear nothing, but I fear a lot of shit
Will my wife leave me after one of my fits
Is my life guaranteed after all of those cigs
Will I ever truly understand what happy is
Alright I think I figured it out
Fear exists within your imagination man it's up in the clouds
That's why some fear heights and some fear clowns
Don't be fear on a pedestal or give it a crown
Because have you ever heard of its cousin called courage
Who carries the burden to fight fear and hurt it
So next time you're in a position of purpose
And fear starts to surface you'll make it your servant
Learn to control, this life ain't perfect
One thing I've learned is that nothing is certain
And keep a good team because fears always lurking
And searching the shadows to strike like a serpent
I say I don't fear nothing, but I fear a lot of shit
Will I ever make it in this music business
Will the world play nice so I'll see my daughter's kids
Will I ever truly understand what happy is
I say I don't fear nothing, but I fear a lot of shit
Will my wife leave me after one of my fits
Is my life guaranteed after all of those cigs
Will I ever truly understand what happy is