Jon Mullins - No Easy Way Out Lyrics

Some days I feel like I could just explode
Trapped underneath a weight nobody knows about
I'm watching my life spin out of control
Should get out of this bed but I don't know how
I keep hearing "You'll get through this"
"Flip the switch, there's nothing to it"
Like I would ever choose this
I swear that I want to be happy again
I swear this is not who I've always been
But emptiness is comfortable
And hopeless feels just like home
When you're in this deep
There's no easy way out
Sometimes it's not the old me that I miss
I miss the person that I dreamed I'd get to be
What happens if this season never ends
And what if it becomes my identity
I swear I want to be happy again
I swear this is not who I've always been
But emptiness is comfortable
And hopeless feels just like home
When you're in this deep
There's no easy way out
It's like a chain reaction
I get some traction
Then one thing crashes
And I'm relapsing
Just like that I'm right back in this place
That I can't escape
I swear I want to be happy again
I swear this is not who I've always been
I swear I want to be happy again
I swear this is not who I've always been
But emptiness is comfortable
And hopeless feels just like home
When you're in this deep
When you're in this deep
There's no easy way out