Wanna kill myself, please just f*cking end it
Be optimistic, not pessimistic, don't get it twisted
Don't be statistics, its intuition, not fact or fiction
Its my addiction, i'm on prescriptions
You need conviction, you aren't forgiven
Is that a given, its my decision
F*ck conditions, yeah f*ck what's missing
F*ck the system, f*ck nobility, are you feeling me
Name means nothing, hide your royalty
Who, what, when, where is my ancestry
Different scenery
Broken twigs off a bigger tree
Showed me who I need to be
Against all kinds of bigotry
All this shit be a part of me huh aye
Say it louder for the back, say it louder for the back
So much, so much
When I get in on the beat
When I make it on the street
Its a long ass ride that's passin' by the week uh
Tell me how you eat uh
Tell me what you see huh
Tell me how your night is without any sleep, yeah
I just want to shine on top of the world
But i'm a homebody, I ain't got nobody
Ice on my mind like no ones ever heard
Just love everybody, not just somebody
Aspiration, got no patience huh, aye aye
Melancholy, be so lonely huh, uh uh
Inspiration, I'm still waitin' huh yeah
Im still waitin', huh yeah
I'm still waitin' huh yeah, huh yeah
You're a nova cane, nova cane, nova cane
So much, so much, aye
Uh
Tell me where to go, where you going
Feel entitled, feel the same, feel the blame
Be the title to your name yeah
I can see my people, I can tell them I don't see no evil
Oldest of the children, bred to be an adolescent hero
Never need the ice or the cars, got money on the low
But I still got that drip and that flow, bitch
It's already cold, down to my skin and my bones
Tell me how to go, how you showing
Be reminded its the same in your brain
It's the cycle of your games yeah
I just need to get it, I can see it, tell it to the people
Oldest of the children, bred to be an adolescent hero
Never need the ice or the cars, got money on the low
But I still got that drip and that flow
You already know, down to my skin and my bones
So cold
What's missing in my lifetime, its all lies
Lifeline denied, everything supplied
Family allied inside at night
Lived life contrived, all the time uh
I talk, you talk, lets talk, lets go
I rap, a lot, don't stop the flow
You real or not, from head to toe
Don't trap, still rap, no cap, I roll
When you know, no way to go
Still on that flow, I rock and I roll
Dreams don't slow, still on the low yeah
Hop on the boat, still a ways to go
Tell me where to go, where you going
Feel entitled, feel the same, feel the blame
Be the title to your name yeah
I can see my people, I can tell them I don't see no evil
Oldest of the children, bred to be an adolescent hero
Never need the ice or the cars, got money on the low
But I still got that drip and that flow, bitch
It's already cold, down to my skin and my bones
Tell me how to go, how you showing
Be reminded its the same in your brain
It's the cycle of your games yeah
I just need to get it, I can see it, tell it to the people
Oldest of the children, bred to be an adolescent hero
Never need the ice or the cars, got money on the low
But I still got that drip and that flow
You already know, down to my skin and my bones
So cold
I'm doing and doing to move and feel human
But i'm putting up walls, the f*ck am I on
Get going and going i'm going not knowing
The lessons involved, how do you recall
Not showing but showing and gloating, imposing
That's how we revolve, that is our facade
Controlling but showing connections involved
Not thinking at all
Don't kill yourself, not f*cking worth it
Be optimistic, not pessimistic, don't get it twisted
Don't be statistics, its intuition not fact or fiction
Not my addiction, still on prescriptions
What is the question, you are forgiven
That is a given, its my decision
F*ck conditions, f*ck what's missing
F*ck the system, f*ck nobility
Are you feeling me
Name means nothing, I got royalties
One, two, three, four, is my ancestry, different scenery
Broken twigs off a bigger tree
Showed me who I NEED to be
Against all kinds of bigotry
All this be a part of me