Johnathan Stone - Good Enough (feat. Tone Jonez) Lyrics

Given my best I wonder if I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go I don't know
Given my best I don't feel like I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go I don't know
Dad the kids on the team there makin' fun of me
And I was thinkin' maybe you could spend some time with me
Just a little bit help me to perfect my skills
Dad I know you don't think that it help but I know it will
I know your busy and your work is got you stressed out
But I promise it'll only take a minute to help me figure this out
Ya thats cool I can come back in a little bit
I think I might go lay down cuz I'm starting to really feel sick
Im sorry to bug you again dad but its getting worse
That pain in my stomach dad yeah it really hurts
The words that they calling me are like daggers to me
And punches that they throw are leavin' bruises on me
I can't take it dad I only wanted a little time
Most kids play with they father can't even talk to mine
And I see it now you don't even want a son
But don't worry dad I found your gun
Given my best I wonder if I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go I don't know
Given my best I don't feel like I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go I don't know
Momma listen I could really use your help
Cuz right now I'm havin' trouble tryin' to respect myself
Half the boys at school don't even know I exist
The other half are the ones who treat me meanest
I know your late for work this will only take a second
Ive been haven thoughts and I'v been feelin' neglected
Ya thats cool I guess I'll do it by myself
Maybe I can go online and then maybe I'll find some help
Mom im sorry to bother you at work but I'm freakin' out
I found this article online and so I checked it out
It was about a girl she said she cuts herself
I thought it was weird at first but then she said it really helped her
So I tried it but mom I think I did it wrong
There's blood everywhere mom I don't wanna be alone
It won't stop mom tell me what I'm suppose to do
Im so sorry mom I love you
Mom please call somebody I'm feelin' dizzy
I can't feel my fingers and my throat it kinda
Given my best I wonder if I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go I don't know
Given my best I don't feel like I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go I don't know
Should I stay should I go I don't know
Should I stay should I stay should I go
Should I stay should I go I don't know
Should I stay should I go I don't know
Dear heavenly father
Today I pray for all the young adults in the world
That feel the same way the kids in this song felt
I pray that you go into there hearts Lord and I pray that you show them
They are beautiful the way you made them
In Jesus name I pray
Amen
Should I stay should I stay should I
Should I stay should I stay should I
Turn the tv off stop watchin' that fakeness
Turn to God and start livin' his greatness
You got a purpose bigger than you'd ever know
O you can't hear it man my Lord is tryin' a tell you so
He made you in his image no more need for rash decisions
Can't you see his vision in the life that you've been given
You bound for greatness I can see it in everything you do
So praise God man cuz he loves you