John Gorman - Scared Now Lyrics

This is the start to something of me
I can't wait to look back when I am where I want to be
I hope I don't change and I hope I don't become
Someone who is different now because of what they've done

I hope my light doesn't slowly fade into darkness
I hope I don't change into somebody that is heartless
I hope I don't have to wear my mask now
When I look back and I envy my past now

I wanna feel like I did something
When I'm old and all my greys come in
Right now I'm in the shadow of myself
Wishing and thinking I was somebody else
A match to start a fire a heart with much desire
Success I will go higher and higher

I hope my light doesn't slowly fade into to darkness
I hope I don't change into somebody that is heartless
I'm not trying to change now
But I'm really getting scared now

I hope my light doesn't slowly fade into to darkness
I hope I don't change into somebody that is heartless
I hope I don't have to change my ways now
When I look back and I'm counting the days

I hope my light doesn't slowly fade into darkness
I hope I don't change into somebody that is heartless
I hope I don't have to wear my mask now
When I look back and I envy my past now