Speak the truth
Even if it leads to your death
They don't believe in you
You got to believe in yourself
Who the real you
Always gone find out when it get real
When I'm sleeping be the only time I'm sober for-real
Optimistic cause I know it can't get lower than this
I've been distant, I don't listen when I'm supposed to I guess
I've been holding my chest
I ain't been feeling my best
I've been dealing with stress
I've been smoking weed, to give my feelings a rest
Feel like the old me but way more lonely
If I could OD, I woulda been dead
Nobody told me, it get this hectic
I been sleeping way, way past breakfast
And lunch
Been a minute since I've seen the sun
Damn son
Who would ever thought I'd be the one, where I am
How the f*ck I ain't gone shoot for the stars
Baby I am one
Where I'm from it's harder to ball, they don't call no and ones
I still want somebody to call, when I don't answer
The bigger you are, the harder you fall
My ego getting as big as my heart
On top of it all
I put all my trauma on my songs, I'm washing it off
Speak the truth
Even if it leads to your death
They don't believe in you
You got to believe in yourself
Who the real you
Always gone find out when it get real
When I'm sleeping be the only time I'm sober for-real
Optimistic cause I know it can't get lower than this
I've been distant, I don't listen when I'm supposed to I guess
I've been holding my chest
I ain't been feeling my best
I've been dealing with stress
Keep your guard up, keep your mind open
You know I know, you been heartbroken
I hope you know I've been going through the motions
I have trouble showing my emotions
I've been smoking weed, to give my feelings a rest
Feel like the old me but way more lonely
If I could OD, I woulda been dead
Nobody told me, it get this hectic
Speak the truth
Even if it leads to your death
They don't believe in you
You got to believe in yourself
Who the real you
Always gone find out when it get real
When I'm sleeping be the only time I'm sober for-real
Optimistic cause I know it can't get lower than this
I've been distant, I don't listen when I'm supposed to I guess
I've been holding my chest
I ain't been feeling my best
I've been dealing with stress