Joe Kelly - Ending (Part II) Lyrics

I wanted to get back to you
And apologize despite our past
I won't say that I didn't mean what I said
Though I was mad and I was lost
If only I could just erase
This whole thing but I know you'd say
The point of life is to hold on
To our rights, to our wrongs and our mistakes
I know I went too far, weary from this life that I've led on
Did you really want the truth? Or did you want us true to who we are
'Cause it's been so long, since I've been this wrong
Summer flies as we've been set apart
Our lives will change like leaves in fall
If the sunsets could just bring us back
To the start, I would do it all again
I'll admit I lied to you
I tried to bar the pain that would ensue
Well I'm sorry that I made you cry
I wish that honesty didn't have to be so cruel
Soon in time, when the days are long
Soon in time, when the years are short
I'll regret all of these things I've done
'Cause you've been calm, you've been graceful and never gone
You said I gave you strength to sing, you said you're sorry you couldn't be my strength at all
To tell the truth you're so much more, you're my lesson, my regret, you're my fall
You're the one that I've destroyed, how could I be so wrong
You said you weren't hurt by my words or by my ways
But by me keeping it all in
Like a time-bomb, I've exploded, and I've thrown it all away
Now here we are, as you suffer alone
At your doorstep here I've come to leave
A dozen roses and a letter of
The pain I caused you, and the reasons why
Although the reasons just don't justify the cause
The skies are cloudy on this Thursday morn
The road back home will take an hour or more
For what I owe you the road should never end
'Cause nothing will ever make up for your scars
I know I went too far, weary from this life that I've led on
Did you really want the truth? Or did you want us true to who we are
'Cause it's been so long, since I've been this wrong