Joe Fox - nonchalant (feat. 4orttune) Lyrics

I been tryna cry, but I can't think no more
Sometimes I wanna die, but then I pour a drink, oh Lord
You can call me nonchalant, you can go do what you want
I don't really care no more, ain't putting on a front
My heart left up on the floor, that shit is really crushed
I don't wanna talk no more, cause I done said enough
Cause when I say the things that I feel
That really concern me
I'm better off just popping a pill
And buy myself a perky
Yeah, I'm preaching things but no one ever listens
And I could get a ring but that won't make it different
I got faith in the Lord, I ain't Christian
Praying one day that I just end up missing
By the time I'm gone
They just gon' forget about it, go carry on
I can't wrap my head around it
I wrote this song, these tears are falling like a f*cking fountain
I'm tryna climb this hill, but it feels like a mountain
You act like you don't give a f*ck, maybe I just care too much
Maybe you don't care enough, or maybe it's all in my head and I'm crazy
I been thinking about it a little bit lately
I been tryna cry, but I can't think no more
Sometimes I wanna die, but then I pour a drink, oh Lord
You can call me nonchalant, you can go do what you want
I don't really care no more, ain't putting on a front
My heart left up on the floor, that shit is really crushed
I don't wanna talk no more, cause I done said enough
Yeah, I done said enough
If you ain't rockin with us, you get left in the dust
And I been done wrong so much, I can't trust
Girl, I can't tell if it's love or it's lust
And out of all these f*cking rappers, no one doing it like us
I used to fiend for that girl like some nicotine
Had her put my phone down, knew she wasn't the one for me
Probably started f*cking with her back when I was seventeen
Can't let no one too close, shit ain't what it seems
Don't fall in love, it's a trap
Once you fall too deep, there ain't no coming back
And it's about time that we started tryna rap
Yeah we been in the studio making track after track
We recording songs out the crib too
Tryna get up on that mic and talk 'bout what I been through
And f*ck anybody doubting me, it ain't shit I can't do
Yeah, I can't ever lose
Made one hit, now we tryna make another
We been grinding, that's my twin, that's my brother
Got a few friends, I don't care about no others
I been tryna cry, but I can't think no more
Sometimes I wanna die, but then I pour a drink, oh Lord
You can call me nonchalant, you can go do what you want
I don't really care no more, ain't putting on a front
My heart left up on the floor, that shit is really crushed
I don't wanna talk no more, cause I done said enough