Most times people just don't get it
Say some harsh shit like yeah I said it
No sugar coating round here yeah I meant it
Got these niggas mad face red like ketchup
I'm not perfect I'm a f*ck up yes i mess up
Grateful for the people in my life I'm blessed up
Two face people rotate just like a f*cking tetris
Call em out for what they said they're like I never said this
C'mon quit frontin, it's the same people who stay pretentious
Always isolated f*ck society I dead this
Don't compare me to the children of this generation
I'd rather be compared to those of intellectual segregation
Who knows what's to come I got anticipation
Although sometimes I feel like taking a hiatus
Lose control of my feelings f*ck man I hate this
But it's okay I've been through worse so I'll take this
Love is another story I will touch upon
I thought I could move on
I thought most of my love was gone
Damn life hits you sideways unexpectedly
Through her eyes I can see all of our past memories
I know how she feel about me "yeah he dead to me"
Can't change what happened it's so sad we were meant to be
Pain abrupted when I saw the words she had said to me
"Why couldn't you be this way" are words I will always ponder
For so long, always thought the answers location was yonder
Sick of wishing on a miracle happening one day
F*ck birthday wishes they never come true, how lame
Then again, I shouldn't rely on a wish to fix the pain
I'm the one who caused it all, I'm the one to blame
Let the tears out to show I'm really f*cking human
I don't hide emotions yeah I think I'm like some blue mist
It is what it is but I always wish I didn't do this
After all the chances I had got, and I still blew this
Had a empty void since 7 but she filled the gap
Imagine how i felt when i broke her, had a heart attack
Damn i cant believe this feeling has finally come back
The state of being so damn attached
Couldn't find feelings for another girl, that's a mismatch
My positivity has somewhat been snatched
I'm a fool thinking my love for her faded away
It didn't and I know because of how my heart ached