Joanie Loves Chachi - I Won't Be Coming Home Tonight Lyrics

They say recovery is knowing when your wrong
Breaking down in convoluted self harm
Somethings dimming all the lights inside of me
Into the darkness as it calls me softly
Justified all these excuses to myself
Don't stay up waiting for me see you in hell
This self destruction has me swimming in my head
Pip pop the pressure with this end

I won't be coming home tonight
No one can say that its alright
I can't say no
Not coming home

Past the point of turning back around
Leaving all these empty promises for now
I'll follow down this road to find familiar shame
No one should ever have to feel this way

You'll see me walking out the door
Just need to get away once more
Won't know if everything's alright
I won't be coming home tonight
Too much too little and too bored
I won't be breathing anymore
I can't say no
Not coming home

Past the point of turning back around
Leaving all these empty promises for now
I'll follow down this road to find familiar shame
No one should ever have to feel this way

Don't try and stop me falling down
Don't ask if I will be around
Just let me go
Not coming home