Jo - it wasn't supposed to rain today... Lyrics

I had to write just to tell you I was dying
Otherwise you'd think I wasn't trying
I thought I loved you but I loved the pain
Just how your hollow voice would say my name
I felt it knock against my window pane
Looks like the weatherman was wrong again
I know I shouldn't have discovered it
The mist in my veins corrupted it
And now I'm standing all alone again
Looking for a home again
I colored my heart with your ocean eyes
Just to buy into the endless lies
Now I march to a broken heart
It's only know I really learned where my life starts
I felt it knock against my window pane
Looks like the weatherman was wrong again
I know I shouldn't have discovered it
The mist in my veins corrupted it
And now I'm standing all alone again
Looking for a home again
Letters don't hold signatures
Just the memories of who we once were
Its not gone
Gone to far
This life of ours
In my mind
I've put behind
Tied back, broken lies
Its not gone
Gone to far
This life of ours
In my mind
I've put behind
I felt it rain today
Felt it rain today
Felt it rain today