You're crushing my soul
And crowding my head
Regaining control
Is it all in my head
Look, losing my balance, but still I move on
I question the love they giving cuz they hated so long
Its iffy, the odds against me got me moving so swiftly
Keep the almighty with me incase dem demons come reaping
I'm expected to fail, truly hope I succeed
Made some choices in life I can't afford to repeat
So I keep it discreet, know they checking for me
Watch how I speak, niggas really police
I'm needing loyalty, turn my hurt to poetry
Couple women say I got their heart, but that's absurd to me
Tell them this ain't what they want, they tell me, boy, they're nerve of me
Yelling that I f*ck them like I love them
Act accordingly, it's poisoning,
Hurting these broads while I'm losing myself
Neglecting love while I'm trying to gain wealth
No prides, a sin that I know I'm committing
But You, you don't understand how I'm feeling
You're crushing my soul
And crowding my head
Regaining control
Is it all in my head
You don't understand how I'm feeling
All this pain I hold inside, I need some healing
I'm about to lose my mind, I'm battling these demons
I had a talk with God as I looked up to the ceiling
Mind elevation, I had a shootout with Satan
Mind elevation, I had a shootout with Satan
Voices in my head, but I can't let it control me
Always carry the nine so I don't ride by my lonely
Third eye open so I peep all the phony
This microphone is therapy, I'm voicing my story
Mind elevation, hard work and dedication
Mind elevation, yeah
You don't understand how I'm feeling
You're crushing my soul
And crowding my head
Regaining control
Is it all in my head