jmarshhh - whoa (break) Lyrics

I'm sitting in my office with a new outlook
Just tryna get the word perfect
I've been rewriting these lines, re-recording all the time
And I just can't get it right, I just can't get it right
Yeah
Man I think I need a break
I've been killing beats for so long it's been weighing on my conscience
You can tell by the way I'm rapping that something's different
I hope the next time you hear me it's way different and way better
Bkforever, a certified slapper if you really listen
I hope you use my eyes and see my vision
And pick up everything that you're missing
I pray you get better and I hope you're doing well bruh
I hope all my friends get the support they deserve
I try to give them more but I know I slip up
Yeah
I used to have a couple ops but I killed 'em because I could though
They had to go because I needed room to grow
Aquarius sign so you know all I do is flow
This is all a good depiction of what goes on inside my head
I lost my mind, collecting my marbles
I ain't reached the bottom of a bottle in a long time
In a long long time, in a long long time
I ain't sad no more but depression got its claws in my back sometimes
But I gotta break it off, because life still ripping
I gotta break it off
I ain't reached the bottom of a bottle in a long time
In a long long time, in a long long time
I ain't sad no more but depression got its claws in my back sometimes
But I gotta break it off, because life still ripping
I gotta break it off
Gotta break it off like whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Life still ripping