Always finding my thoughts in a jam
I been lost, I can't find who I am
I'm sinkin in the problems that I Thought I f*cking let go
Soon I might explode but I don't really give a damn
I've been holding it for way to long
Nothing ever be changing from making these songs
I know I gotta the a bigger man and step the f*ck up
But for some reason I just want it gone
Cause I back tracked and I'm trapped in my old ways
With my backpack filled with dank and a note page
Still in all black so I can't ever show face
Keep my phone stashed cause I don't like play games
But I been keeping low to the eye
Tryna get these voices outside of my mind
Everybody thinking that I got a problem with em
What the f*ck is with it, just cause I don't follow the blind
But I try and keep the two lives balanced
Everybody wanna rap now n take xannys
This game is turning into something I can't manage
But most of these rappers be sounding like they brain damaged
But I got bigger fish to fry
Only ever make music when I have time
A lot of you people take it as bloods and crips
And I find it funny because most of you rappers are white