Jizza Raw - Onward Lyrics

Dreaming about spilling white blood on the White House walls
Then paint it black like The Rolling Stones
In a rolling chair Rolling Stoned through a slave owner home
Don't ever remember feeling so at home

Smoking gods gift in a gold spliff with the crazy cough shit I wonder how my lungs look
With a bad bitch doing bad shit blessed in my sin living like a need the good book

Black and proud on my good foot
Merry go round while the kush cook
I drop a new flow and it gets took
Paranoid lately the anxiety been leaving me shook

I overthink
I overlove
I oversleep
I overf*ck
I overdrink
I overdo like everything

I overthink
I overlove
I oversleep
I overf*ck
I overdrink
I overdo like everything

So
Why you still ain't over me
So
Why you still ain't over me
So
Why you still ain't over me
So
Why you still ain't over me

Ima young leader I'm unleaded don't gas me
Truth telling stories of passion will lead you pass leaps
Flew here on a nimbus that scooped me up outta shits creek
Just a lost dog waiting to die till I unleashed

Till I unleash
My inner nigga the young beast
God like creature with gold wings and gold teeth
Drive a white murano with bad brakes and slow leaks
My shit screech when I pull up so you know me

I can't sleep without a pillow and a cigarillo
I'm kinda skitzo when the liquor enter in my temple
Been tryna slow my life down I don't like the tempo
No more money to blow we just so far gone

And sorry if you really love me you'll be oh so blown
I'm still blowing blunts down at my momma home
Piss still dirty as the license that I been driving on
Gotta watch the mirror for the police when I'm driving home

I overthink
I overlove
I oversleep
I overf*ck
I overdrink
I overdo like everything
I overthink
I overlove
I oversleep
I overf*ck
I overdrink
I overdo like everything

So
Why you still ain't over me
So
Why you still ain't over me
So
Why you still ain't over me
So
Why you still ain't over me

And if I go years ago
Stuck in my ways glued to the floor immovable
Even at my highest high at times my heart was low
Pockets as empty as soul
Burning through all of my dough
Copping a zip to sell and smoking like 22

Do what I wanna do like I ain't know biggie rules
The gold that I give to fools
The same I was burning through
Blinded by the bullshit
Buried in the stress pressure bustin like a full clip

Sick as a shipped slave
In search of a safe haven
Running the wrong ways the way I was living life
Making the wrong moves and follow the wrong dudes but luckily using my inner light to see at night

Creeping through the shadows
Sneaking through the ghetto
They don't see a bigger picture my vantage point is a sparrows
Above it all where I give my all
Trekking through these hallowed halls
Praying God don't leave us lost

Cause
If he leave us as we are
Surely we lost

I overthink
I overlove
I oversleep
I overf*ck
I overdrink
I overdo like everything

I overthink
I overlove
I oversleep
I overf*ck
I overdrink
I overdo like everything

So
Why you still ain't over me
So
Why you still ain't over me
So
Why you still ain't over me
So
Why you still ain't over me