I just wanted to talk to you
I know that's a lot for you
For now
You may be in a different place
But my feelings haven't changed
At all
All I ever wanted was to feel that I mattered to you
Playing in our sandbox where our dreams still haven't shattered
But whatever you're after, I'm the collateral
You got tired of the same face since you were seventeen
It's understandable
And deep deep deep, deep down that rabbit hole
I don't make you feel so old
And this is all manageable
But the more I think, the more I see
I won't ever be what you need, or want for that matter
I'm tired of hearing the same old speech, how we'll get together
When the time is right
And the stars align
And your jeans go down by a couple sizes
I won't sit around counting sheep
But I'm around when you drop that greed
And not to be dramatic but how do you sleep at night?
Like everything's alright
Like you didn't break my heart just for loving you
And the worst part is I know I'll never change
Yeah I'll drop everything
And bend to you the minute that you want me
And I won't see that I'm temporary and I'll always be
And you'll never need me, never see me true
But the more I think, the more I see
I won't ever be what you need, or want for that matter
I'm tired of hearing the same old speech, how we'll get together
When the time is right
And the stars align
And your jeans go down by a couple sizes
I won't sit around counting sheep
But I'm around when you drop that greed
You're gonna get that, I'm gonna spit that
I'm gonna be so salty
If you're gonna be that I'm gonna see that
I'm gonna act so faulty
If you're gonna be whack I'm gonna see that
I'm gonna act so shifty
And it's gonna hit you I'm gonna leave you
And you're gonna finally miss me
But the more I think, the more I see
I won't ever be what you need, or want for that matter
I'm tired of hearing the same old speech, how we'll get together
When the time is right
And the stars align
And your jeans go down by a couple sizes
I won't sit around counting sheep
But I'm around when you drop that greed
I just wanted to talk to you, I know that's a lot for you
For now