June Video (MV)

So, that's how it is
This is how it's really gon' be
Sayin' that you can no longer see me
Sayin' that we can no longer speak
Jeez, please
Don't you dare leave
You left with a heart full of love, left me with my heart on my sleeve
Weak knees, vivid memories, incomplete disbelief
Grasping for your love and trust
Gasping and trying to breathe
Dying to be someone else entirely
Cause what's done is really killing me
Physically and mentally
God damn it
Well executed and perfectly planned it
Sitting sipping liquor quicker drowning out all my woes
I know all of your goals Killed what we had, now we're nothing but ghosts
Never knew you were capable of that
Matter of fact
Did you ever really love me
Back
As much as you said that you did
Played with the kid
Played with my feelings Wallowing in my sorrow while you're happily chilling
Film major
Fell in love with a stranger
Hope you graduate at the top of your class cause man, you can really act
Acting like it was me starting every fight
Acting like it was me going out nearly every night
F*ck, I should've known,
Feeling disgraced Should've let you go when you dumped me for ace
Fruits of my labor left me bitter and feeling sicker than I ever have
I say congrats, you have accomplished
All of your plans, all of your plans
Guess this is really it, this is how we perish
No longer cherish, thoughts being parents
Feeling embarrassed and scared it's been like this since the start
Mind gets f*cked by the heart
Betrayed brain, grab the reins
Never wanna feel this pain again
No not ever, clever with the words
Make sure that no one knows
Addressing the public with a Facebook post
"It's what he and I chose" I just kept my mouth closed
It's none of their business But you looked out for your best interests
Oh, what an angelic couple
Truly made in heaven
Born June 12th, but failed to tell them
That I was killed on the 11th