Contaminated with disease, forcing me to speak
If I could validate it now, I'd live life with ease
I unrespirate myself, til I can't enjoy the breeze
Then excavate the earth, with a shovel on my knees
Exuberate energy to shy away the flees
Celebrate the effort spend a night with the trees
If I could contemplate a method I could afford the fees
I change fall and regrow, just like the leaves
Who holds the answer that shows me the way
It grows quick like cancer and I wish it'd go away
I know it's the master I must ask it to stay
I fold in my hand I ain't got shit to play
Told you the reason I'm leaving today
It's cold and it's freezing I think I'm in May
I need my bold and a being, to free my today
I'll show you the feeling of colored vision gone grey
They say conceptions protecting some ways direction
I'd rather eat my fist to feed my hunger for aggression
There's a devilish list, for the next years congression
We'll all speak with bliss, for personal progression
While beating off the rich, to the face of oppression
Keep your petty wish for future reflection
Seal it with a kiss and some bad intention
Cuz a nice swift kick might give some redemption
I'm not it, so sorry I didn't mention
Cuz I get my fix at a rehab convention
Lay out all my picks and I never forget em
And I, know all the tricks come see my collection
Still I never sit I never heard the word contention
Might throw a fit at your attempt at correction
Coulda been a hit they got a tip like deflection
Consider it a miss a bit of prevention
Might seem pissed, but let's blame aggression
Went and got this for a lift, but now it's possession
A choice between two dicks, is called an election
But I choose my stick, cuz I like the erection
Live to exist, and wait for my exemption
Cuz employment as an addict don't come with no pension
Made one decision, what's real is an invention
Hard learned lessons are the keys to gates of heaven